December 9, 2019 12:35 am

I'm getting ready to go to sleep. I struggled to stay awake today. My tube feeds must've gotten shut off in the night shortly after starting. My blood sugar crashed after I restarted them and I slept about 4-5 hrs today after I first woke up.

I cleared the kitchen and living room partially, did a treatment, and sterilized my nebs/bipap. I still need to shower and have pulmonary rehab tomorrow. The past few days I've felt stressed and overwhelmed mostly. I'm hoping it'll get easier after I graduate pulm rehab.

My labs came back normal except for high BUN and alkaline phosphotase which always seems to run high. I really need to work on hydration and getting my appetite back. I also desperately need a break and just want to get away from everything and everyone for a few days. I miss the quiet and being able to do whatever I want.

Feeling: Stressed 😭

Goodnight,
Sara ♥